Damn it! Its feb already!

Again I have failed as a blogger. Its ok though. I apparently have other more marketable talents that I can't talk about 'cause technically last night never happened :) (sorry for using an inside joke in the blog but it had to be done!). Anyway its been a reeeeeally long while since my last post and I have so much to say that I could write a mini-series or something but don't worry. I won't subject you guys to all the gory details of my life (which, by the way, is getting stranger by the day.) main points;

1.Mango season
Mangoes are now my favourite fruit. WHAT! I'm so in love. I've been eating so many that my family members are starting to not like my visits because of the rate of mango-depletion that occurs when I'm around. There are these mangoes that are sold near my hostel. OGF! I felt like I was walking on a cloud that was floating on the waters of a river in heaven. I was transported to a magical place where anything is possible and all my dreams came true. Then I finished the mango and immediately started having withdrawal symptoms so I bought another one. I don't know what I'm going to do when mango season is over. Sijui rehab...

2. School (yes. I did just put mangoes before school)
Things are getting thick! This year I don't even know whats happening. I lost focuss *sigh*. I'm in the process of getting it back though. I can't let second sem do me like first sem. First sem was just a nasty kapervert who kept doing things I didn't like or enjoy...on a lighter note, class is very interesting these days. People have relaxed around each other and we are like a small community (that is deprived of females :/. I think my male classmates can sympathize with the Chinese.)

3. Stuff
I'm trying the relationship thing and I don't just suck at it, I'm the worst girlfriend ever! The sad thing is there's really nothing I can do about it because its just the way I am. I was better as a single person...
My personal life has been interesting of late mainly because of internal conflict and shit. It's not fun but its interesting. Now every time I hear a song about making choices and doing the right thing I just get depressed (fake depression. Not the real one). The wrong thing is always the most fun thing to do. Forbidden fruit tastes like mangoes :). Seriously. Sometimes I think God tests me too much. Surely. A girl can only contain herself for so long then you put temptation right there in her face???? AAAAAAH! Unfairness! And what if by doing the wrong thing, I'm doing the right thing? What if the only reason the right thing is right is because you made a stupid impulsive decision that you don't know how to undo? I hate being a grown-up. Mummy!

Aaaaaand those are the highlights. I'll try to blog over the next two weeks as much as possible. TRY being the operative word :)